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Sayonara .. this particular word gives a meaningful meaning to me lately.

If you were to look at my facebook, then you’ll know exactly what I mean by that. My dearest niece is now at Nizny, Russia doing her medic .. Future doc!Alhamdulillah, by looking at her FB and FS, she is doing just fine. Glad to see that. Both of us are very proud of her as she pursues her dream as well as my late mom’s dream of looking her to be a doctor. I still remember the time when she was nursing my late mom in the ward, my late mom said to her that she will be a good doctor. So I really hope that my late mom’s prayer will always be with her and our prayer as well. You go girl!!!

The saddest time ever happen to me at school last week as one of my colleagues passed away. Her death make me realized that no matter how young you are, if it’s your time, it will never fail to meet you. She was just 35 years old. A few years older than me. She was a very talented teacher. Most of the students in school love her so much as she always treat her students as her own children. To all her school children, if you were to read my post, please pray for her. For the Muslims, please recite Yasin or atleast Al-Fatihah whenever you feel that you miss her. She doesn’t have her own children to recite Qur’an for her, so you are all she had. As for me, I need to upgrade myself to be a better me. And to all my Muslim friends, let us recite al-Fatihah to her. AL-FATIHAH …  

Till we ‘meet’ again, wassalam

Assalamualaikum …

First of all, Salam Aidilfitri from me and my hubby. I think it is not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya. Masih sempat untuk aku dan suami menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan kepada kenalan-kenalan kami baik yang ada depan mata mahupun yang dah lama tak jumpa, baik yang ada di dalam negara mahupun yang di luar negara. Semoga Syawal kita pada tahun ini lebih diberkati oleh Allah swt hendaknya.

Me and my hubby went to KL on the 3rd day of raya i.e 22 Sept. Anak buah aku a.k.a Esya sambung belajar ke Russia dan flight ke sana pada 23hb. Tapi aku balik semula ke Kelantan hari Khamis. So now we are back at our hometown. InsyaAllah, ahad pg aku gerak ke KL semula. So, kepada kengkawan ynag buat open house, solat hajat atau apa2 kenduri yang sewaktu dengannya, yang x sempat kami hadiri, aku dan suami mohon maaf. Jgn serik ajak kami lagi ye. Hehehe. Untuk kengkawan kami yang nak dtg beraya ke rumah (di gombak, bkn kt kg) , my pleasure. x pyh nk tggu open house, dtg je bila2. setiap w’end bole jadi open house.just let us know earlier, boleh prepare apa2 yg patut. yg x patut pun aku prepare untuk korang.hahaha

so akhir kata, Salam Kemaafan dari kami berdua :

Shamshul Faiz Shamshuddin & Nik Roslina Raja Ismail

till then, bubbye …

Assalamualaikum wrt …

Selamat berpuasa. We are now having our own sweet time @ our hometown. We are going to be here for atleast one week. If is it not because of PTK’s exam, me n my hubby will spend the rest of the week @ Kelantan.

Can’t write too much as I am suffering from a very serious pain. Orang kampung panggil sakit gastrik. But alhamdulillah, managed to finish my fasting day even I look like a living corpse at the end of the day. Don’t know how am I going to survive during the school days. Hopefully Allah will give me enough strength for me to proceed with the rest of the fasting month.

Just would like all my friends to know that, I am now the supplier for ‘Kerudung’ a.k.a Tudung Ekin. Design and material sama dengan yang ada di butik-butik tudung terkemuka. Yang membezakan cumalah harga yang separuh dari apa yang ada di butik. It is a ‘home-sew’ tudung and that makes the price is much more cheaper than the one that you have in the boutiques. I am now working out with my fotopages. Once the page is ready, I will let you know. For those who are consistently using this tudung, I am the one you should be looking for. And for those who would like to have something different for the upcoming Eid-Fitri, I am the one that you should see. I am now franchising my  network of selling the tudung. So, for those who would like to have some additional money for this festive season, please don’t hesitate to contact me either through email or my mobile. It will be my pleasure to supply the tudung for you. You will be surprise of the income that you will get during this Holy month of Ramadhan.

Assalamualaikum wrt …

Silence.Atleast that word keep on swirling in my head for the past few days.I might be talking to people but I feel empty inside my mind.I had no mood in doing anything for almost a week now.I don’t really know whether I can ever regain my spirit up to the maximum.But I keep on telling myself that life must go on.There’s nothing that I can do except for living with the fact that I am not going anywhere atleast for now.I need to live with the same old routines that I used to have before this.I feel that my head wanted to explode!I don’t really know what to do.One thing for sure,I don’t want to do anything.I’m now practising life like “The Lotus Eater” i.e. doing nothing.I might sound giving up with my life, but not to worry, I am just fine, I am going to continue having an ordinary job and a wonderful life with my husband.That one is for sure!!

My sister a.k.a Kak Elly used to say “If Allah answers our prayers, Allah is increasing our faith.If Allah delays them, Allah is increasing our patience. If Allah doesn’t answer, Allah has a better plans for us in the future”. I keep on reminding myself that Allah will surely have a better plan for me in the future and that’s why Allah didn’t give the opportunity for me to get the Masters’ scholarship this year. I am happy for those who get the scolarship and some of them even became good friends of mine. I had a very valuable experience undergoing the process of getting the scholarship. I won’t regret of anything as I had the most unforgetable moments in my life and that experience makes me even stronger. It came to my realize that, I need to slow down with my extra school works and I need to do something for myself! I am now thinking of doing my masters on my own i.e. at my own cost. I need to get my Masters Degree before my age turns 30. I need to work hard for my own good. Parallel to that, I wanted to focus more on my teaching rather than anything else at school. Owh by the way, my dear students (if you are reading this), don’t worry, I won’t go anywhere, atleast for now. Good news for my form five students (especially phavan .. hehe), I’ll be right here by your side when you are struggling with your SPM. Your wish comes true dear.

To be honest, this would be the very first experience for me because before this I will always get whatever that I applied for. Might be God wants me to feel the pain of the other people who always get frustrated. I am frustrated now, but I am not dying because I still have my career and let give others the chance to pursue their study and getting a stable job after that. To my newly good friends who are going to start with their masters (IFA n IZAT), good luck!! I am happy for both of you.

I think that’s all for now. Till then, wassalam … Bubbye!!

Assalamulaikum wrt ….

Ya Allah, lama betul aku tak update blog. Itu menunjukkan yang aku dah lama tak mengadap pc dengan jayanya.Kalo mengadap pun tak lama.Sekarang ni cuti sekolah.Aku kat kg,release skit kepala hotak aku ni.Walaupun keje banyak,aku cuba untuk tidak mengingatkan akan keje2 aku yg berlambak tuh. Keje apa sgt le yg sorang cikgu ada kan?Hahaha .. tanda buku latihan … tanda kertas peksa …. update info persatuan … siapkan jadual bertugas budak2 pengawas … prepare documentation for Toyota Eco Ranger Project …. ermmm itu yang aku ingat la … yang tak ingat tu mcm berlambak je .. yg remeh temeh lagi … yg aku sebut tadi tuh require urgent attention from me!!!Tu sebab aku ingat .. hehehehe … So,apa benda yg aku nk update ni … mcm2 citer ada …

Aku start ngn family dulu la … Akak aku sekarang kt Oxford.Ikut abg ipar aku.Semua diangkutnya ke sana.Tinggal kt sana.Bulan 7 blk la diorang ke Malaysia.Miss them sooo much!!! Anak buah aku plak dh 2 org kt U.Sorang bakal kapten tentera udara, sekarang kt UPNM.Sorang lagi bakal doktor,tgh buat persediaan kat INTEC Shah Alam nk gi Rusia.Sorang lagi baru je lps je wakil drama peringkat kebangsaan kat taiping. Ermm menarik gak ank buah aku yg sorang ni,pandai berlakon rupanya.kalo x pandai,xkan dpt award best actress. Kudoss to you dear!! 2 org yg kt kg pulak masuk ward.Yang paling kecik seminggu,right after her, abang dia plak.Siap masuk ICU kat hospital Pakar Perdana KB. Ahad lepas ummi diorang plak,gi operate tangan. Sabtu lepas,ayahanda tercinta buat minor surgery to his eye.Eh,surgery ke … aku rasa bole consider surgery gak la … kalo org kg panggil “bubuh manik” … Ayah buat kat Klinik Mata Mutiara Kubang Kerian. The one and the only clinic that we had @ kelantan. Kalo tunggu turn kat hospital kerajaan lambat gak. Mata Ayah yg sebelah dh x berapa nampak.So,buat la kat klinik tu.Dh kali kedua pun.1st time buat pun kt situ gak .. abg aku lak,dh pindah balik kelate..Sekarang tgh usahakan anak2 dia n wife untuk balik sama. aku doakan biar senang urusan diorang.

Errmmm as for my parents-in-law. Recently, both of them received a reward/medal a.k.a Pingat dari Sultan Kelantan. I am very proud of them. After all the hard works that both of them did, i think they deserved to receive that honour. Aku balik kampung je terpampang gah gambar kedua ibu bapa mertua aku terima pingat ..  

Pasal aku n hubby, we are doing great!!macam biasa .. happy go lucky … having our very wonderful time together. Sebulan lepas sindrom tengok bola.Maklum le Kelantan main kat Stadium Bukit Jalil. hampir semua game kami tengok dan walaupun semuanya kalah, aku n hubby masih lagi ke stadium untuk tengok bola. Tapi pengalaman yang paling best masa g tengok final laa beb!!!80 ribu orang … bayangkan … penuh stadium!!aku n hubby dok atas,takut nk dok bawah,takut kena mercun.hehehehe.kalo tahun lepas pengalaman tengok F1 paling best (kena lak dpt dok grandstand..thanks to kak lini),tahun ni pengalaman tengok bola final,mmg superb!

Untuk sapa2 yg baca blog ni,me n my hubby nk mintak maaf bnyk2 kalo ada kenduri kendara yang tak terpegi,majlis2 yang x sempat kami nk hadiri,sms2 yg x sempat kami nk balas especially me, we are so sorry. Kehidupan terlalu singkat untuk kita bermasam muka.Live life to the fullest!!

Till then … Wassalam

Hye .. we ‘meet’ again …

First of all, CONGRATULATIONS!!! to the newly-wed couple Marini & Amin. The reception was so cool!!!They had their ‘makan beradap’ at the pool side .. I’m not surprise at all .. Being a single daugther in the family, I think she deserves that … Two thumbs up to my hubby for being such a great driver who manages to drive all the way from KL-Dungun and Dungun-KL within the same day. We started our journey at 7am and reached Dungun around 12pm. Then we headed back to KL at 6pm and reached Gombak around 10pm. Yieeeeeehaaaaaaaa!!

And ‘kudos’ to Fumy for being the coolest photographer I’ve ever met. 24-year-old boy, holding a RM23K Canon makes me wonder about life. Such a young boy manages to make use of his passion in photography and in fact makes his own living through it. Might be earning more than what he needs, atleast for now.Hehehe sorry Fumy, just making my own assumption. Sometimes I envy to those who have passion in arts. Seems that they are having so much fun doing their jobs. Whatever it is, we must do what we do best!!As for me, I need to give my very best to my career i.e. teaching. Teaching would be great if only I go to school to TEACH!!But only God knows how suffer we are now @ school. Tons of works are waiting for us there. Works that do not require you to have a degree/diploma in teaching. Works that are way beyond your core business. Sometimes these works make me give up with my profession. I wish I can just go to school and teach. I can spend my time preparing materials for my students. I wish I can change my student’s pespective about English. I want them to know that Englisg is FUN!But until now, I don’t really know when can I achieve my goal. Ya Allah, help me with this matter. To be honest, I’m still struggling to manage my time at school to geve the best to my students. Having all sort of works restrict me of giving my very best to them. To those sleeping-partners at school, wake up as the students need us more than we could realize. If you asked me to write about this, I don’t think I can stop. The bottom line is, I’m frustrated of our education line. Students and parents are having less respect to teachers. We are working hard at school to educate their children, but what we get at the end of it, NOTHING! For Muslims, luckily Allah promises pahala for us. So, I don’t want to keep on complaining about my job as I can loose the one and the only thing that left for me now which is pahala. So teachers, just do our things and leave the rest to God. “Allah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang” 

That’s all for this month. To Reen (if you read this), I’m happy for you and May Allah bless your wedding … Chaw for now ..

Hye .. Today is the 25th day of Syawal and the best part is we are now at our hometown enjoying our own sweet time. Thanx to my school as we were given 2 days off because of the Deepavali. To those who are celebrating Deepavali, Happy Deepavali and may this year brings happiness to you as well as your family. We had a very good time during hari raya this year and we are now extending our raya mood during deepavali but I’m now struggling with my students’ final exam scripts. Huhuhuhu …

Today is 26th of Syawal. I need to stop writing yesterday due to something came up suddenly. My dad’s car broke down at Perodua Mache yesterday. We need to settle down the matters and it drags up until late evening and last nite I was too tired to mess around with my laptop. And now here I am, typing at Tanah Merah after having our wonderful lunch a.k.a ketam masak lemak, ikan kering, kacang botol, budu (x bole tinggal), ikan tawar .. ermmm yummy!! But what makes me shocked is that my dad was enjoying his lunch so much until something slipped through his mouth which I think quite touching for me .. He said that my cooking is just like my late mum’s .. I’m flattered to hear that and it makes me feel good!!!Yiehaaaaaaaaa!!Enough talking about my cooking … Errmm, something really exciting happens today. I received a call from a good friend of mine. She delivered a baby girl at 6.15am this morning.Congratulations to Wana!! I wonder when it will be my turn … Another friend of mine is also expecting her first baby.If i’m not mistaken by March next year. Correct me if i’m wrong Lyn,sorry .. Hehe ..

A best friend of mine wrote a blog and told something about her life. Reading her blog makes me think life differently. We always take for granted the things that we have in life. We won’t realize it until we loose it. She makes me think that smile doesn’t always represent happiness. Smile can hide thousand of other feelings that we might have inside us. People would have their own problems. But what makes us different from each other is the way we tackle it. So dear, if you read this, you know yourself well. Allah tidak akan menguji hambanya lebih dari apa yang mereka mampu. Nevertheless, don’t stop smiling as smile can makes the world smile at you!!!

In the month of Syawal as well, I need to do a few big things at my school. The ‘mass spring cleaning’ and the media visit for my Toyota Eco Ranger project. Go Go Power Rangers!!!ARGGHHHH!!My hubby keep on teasing me about the eco ranger things..But I know, deep in his heart, he is proud of me..Hakakaka!!!

Owh ya,my niece a.k.a ernie just finished her PMR. I hope she did well even though she had a minor problem just right before the exam. A few days before the exam she lost her “myKad”. Right now, she is enjoying herself at Taiping with her ummi,papa,are-fiz,reen and her elder sister a.k.a esya. She went for her sister’s graduation day at MRSM Taiping. My other niece is now doing her last preparation for the upcoming SPM which is scheduled at 11 November 08. Their elder brother is now struggling for his first exam @ UPNM. So, ciksu and ayahsu wish both of you ALL THE BEST!!! My lecturer once said ; An intelligent people do not need luck,so to Keyme and Esya ; all the best!!

3 years back, at this day, 26 October 2006, I got engaged to Shamshul Faiz Shamshuddin. My late mum was so happy that day. She wore a turquoise jubah, the same color that I have for my engagement dress. We were having so much fun back then, but later that night she was so restless and made her sleep all night. I wonder if that was the first attack that she had. Only God knows. Luckily we managed to snap a few photos during the engagement day. If not, there’s no more memory that we can share with our beloved late mum. Ma, I love you so much and how I always wish to have you in my life now but I know it’s impossible. I am proud to have you as my mother and you will always be in my heart forever. 

So, I think that’s enough.Let us recall what I have in the month of Syawal:

1) Celebrating raya @ Pasir Mas (nanny’s house), Tanah Merah (myFamily’s house) and Mache (myParents-in-law’s house) : having a great time at each place.

2) Going for kenduri kendara, open houses, close houses hehehe … “belarok”

3) Balik kampung for the second time this month (24-28th) yeahYeah!!

4) Wana delivers her baby girl at 26th Syawal (26 Oktober 08)

5) 3rd anniversary for our engagement day … hahahaha .. ada ke org celebrate?

                                             Bye for now!!

Assalamualaikum wrt …

Hye guyz!I think it’s not 2 late 2 wish Happy Fasting and it’s not too soon 4 me to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

Ermm .. nothing much happen in this holy month of Ramadhan but untill today i’m still a good cook 2 my hubby a.k.a never fail 2 cook everyday except 4 the day that we are invited to buka puasa @ someone’s house .. Speaking of cooking, i’m now fully utilizing the usage of the laptop n the net @ home 2 find recipes.Sampai kengkadang berebut laptop ngan hubby .. hehe .. he loves 2 read news, blogs n other stuff .. so, what i would like 2 share with you is that i found a site/a blog .. this site inspires me to cook .. she’s now @ UK (i think) .. she is more or less like me except for the fact that i dunno whether i’m a good cook as she is .. she likes to cook something simple but tasty … me too! and the most important thing is, her blog is marvellous!!the pictures are damn good.Terangkat dude kalo tgk gambar2 dia..Gila lazat dan menyelerakan..she is practical as well.she doesn’t like doing things that require a lot of process (i guess, based on my reading of her blog) .. just like me .. kalo nk masak benda susah2 ni aku mls sket. hakakaka … cakap banyak pun tarak guna .. amek address dia ni ha http://sudipkayu.blogspot.com a.k.a almari resepi.. then let me know what’s your opinion about it .. by the way, her name is ITA .. thanx Ita,so sorry to promote your blog..but i can’t help myself from telling people that your blog is cool man!! enough of that ..

Balik kampung!!!O O O Balik kampung … Hati Girang … Ermmm, i heard that 95% of Kelantanese will head back to our hometown this coming 26th .. can you imagine how the traffic would be?!!Arghhhhh .. kul bape nak sampai umah ni .. sian hubby aku .. tp xpe,he’s strong when it comes to balik kampung .. aku a.k.a co-pilot ni lak, agaknya terpaksa main PSP la kalo jem teruk sgt .. i had this experience once, being caught in a massive traffic jammed .. it took us 13hrs to arrive at Tanah Merah because of the festive season traffic jammed!!!It’s actually the road block is contributing 50% of the traffic jammed.The police was having road blocks all the way from Bentong up to Machang at that time.Plus Gua Musang’s road near the roundabout was under construction.We were diverted to another road which is quite far from the usual road and during that time i had a minor accident.I bumped on the front car and it caused me RM20. And you guess what,untill now my family didn’t even know about it just because i immediately change the car’s plat no before i reached home … hahahaha .. Back then i was the driver but now i’m only the co-pilot. Just need to stay awake all the time to accompany my hubby .. So, what else to do if there will be an enormous traffic jammed?!!PLAY PSP!!!To all the co-pilot,PLEASE STAY AWAKE!!DON’T SLEEP(it’s ok to have a nap but not a snore hakakaka) So,last word from me ..PANDU CERMAT,JIWA SELAMAT,INGATLAH ORANG TERSAYANG.

See you all at KAMPUNGGGGGG!!!! BUBBYE ….

Hye .. gt sumthing 2 share bout a fren .. dia ni bknnya rapat sgt ngan aku tp dia kawen ngn skulmate sek ren aku a.k.a kwn hubby aku masa sek men .. ish berbelit ah..bkn sejarah idup dia yg aku nk share tp tentang benda yg dia share kt dlm blog dia .. i’m impressed with her .. she is so well organized .. starts frm d cooking tips up 2 hw 2 manage life 4 a working wife n mum .. kalo ada sesapa nk tips yg dia bg,just let me know.nnti aku tanya dia,ps2 aku fwd lak kt korang..

lg 1 nk share ngn korang ni.i’m impressed with my choir team.bdk2 form 1 sek aku,masuk choir competition,aku yg xtau apa2 psl choir ni yg bwk diorng.last minute dpt tau convent tarik diri.aku pn tarik nafas lega skit.ada la chance dpt top 5 sbb hadiah sampai top 5.skali bkn top 5 lg dah.siap dpt no 1.bkn nk impressed ngn diri sendiri tp impressed ngn komitment bdk2 aku start dr konduktor, pemuzik iringan smpai lateam choir.seme2 komited!!aku mmg x buat apa2 selain dr handle management part e.g sewa bas n sebagainya.yg lain2,start dr muzik arragement smpai tne suara seme diorang handle sendiri.skang aku phm la skit apa 2 1st voice,2nd voice n 3rd voice.dunia ni pelik,kadang2 kita x tau yg kita pn bley blaja dr bdk2.belah pagi aku yg ajar diorang tp bela ptg aku lak yg blaja dr diorg.so,dont stop yourself frm learning no matter where,how n with who as long as u learn sumthing!!enuff 4 now..c ya later..chaw!!

Greetings to all .. at last!!try la gak buat blog wpun x bape reti .. still catching up kata org tua2 .. dh jd comp illiterate sejak dua menjak ni .. maklum ler dulu posting nun jauh d johor .. skang i’m back, insyaAllah .. try 2 cope with others .. so, see ya!!